Any help whatsoever would be awesome, whether it be on style, plot, or characters. My writer's block is so beyond comprehension that I can't even revise this. :<


( [a recording of events] )

OUR FOOTBALL TEAM MADE IT TO THE PLAYOFFS.

THESE ARE NOT HAPPY CAPS. THEY ARE VERY, VERY SAD CAPS. IN FACT, THEY ARE SOMEWHAT ANGRY SAD CAPS.

-________- I'm so sick of marching band it's not even funny. We'd better lose this Friday or I'm going to suffer a sudden onset of carpal tunnel. Sorry, Mr. Band Director. It's very serious.

On another note, my dad just left a message for Comcast that was entirely in German. Very fast, condescending German. Bwahahaha.

So. Um. I think I've had a KHR OTP shift.

I mean, dual_avi 's GokuTsuna fics are amaaaaaaaaaaaaaaazing (in the way that they deserve sparkles), and I'll probably end up rereading them when I feel the need, but... YamaGoku just makes me happy. I've always loved the snarky-i-don't-really-like-you-except-i'm-madly-in-love pairings, and Yamamoto is pretty much amazing, and so is Gokudera, and yeah. I feel kinda guilty, actually, considering I've never been huge in the KHR fandom anyway.

In RL news, I HAVE AN ESSAY A WEEK FOR THE REST OF THE SCHOOL YEAR. Stupid lit class. But it's so awesome anyway.

(goes back to finishing essay that's definitely not due tomorrow)

Somebody please read this and tell me Brandon Flowers, lead singer of The Killers, is not gay.



I am struck by the urge to write something based on this song.  Maybe after I finish the Dionysus fic... (Or when I've finished my anatomy paper due tomorrow morning. ;_; I hate you, public schooling.)

And if that song didn't convince, you, come on. Brandon Flowers?

Okay.

So pretty much everyone knows I love honeysyn with all my heart and some left over. Josh and May make me squee uncontrollably, Charles and Jay are the coolest snark couple to hit the internet, and the art is generally amazing. Yeah, I wish Josh and May got more interaction and stuff, but that's mostly my insatiable need for fluff with any and every couple.  And hopefully that will be remedied in the future.

But.

DOES EVERY CHARACTER IN A SHOUNEN-AI COMIC HAVE TO BE GAY???

Don't get me wrong, I love my slash. [/understatement of the century] But can't we try to be realistic for once? Please? Much as I would love entire colonies of pretty gay boys to ogle, not everyone is gay.

;_______________;

Samuel and Erik are adorable, though.

So today I realized I haven't posted in what is officially forever. And that school starts in four days.
 
;________________;

In other news, I started D. Gray Man, and I am officially in love with it. I haven't gotten that far, but from the two volumes I have, Kanda is an incredibly repressed flaming homosexual. I'm avidly awaiting pissed-off!sex he is bound to have with Allen.

I've been stuck with a writing block so big it could serve as a play toy for giant babies, but an Apollo-themed scene's been playing out in my head for the past month. I wrote it all down, but I can't figure out where to go from there. -_-;;;


Here's the snippet:




Any help? :<

So I'm testing for my driver's license tomorrow. Urk.

SUMMERSUMMERSUMMERSUMMERSUMMERSUMMERSUMMERSUMMER.

That is all.

Anorexia

[ ] you're very weak.
[ ] you hate your body.
[x] you have starved yourself.
[] you have low self esteem.
[ ] you use laxatives.
[x] you need to be skinnier.
[ ] people always say you're skinny, but you think you're fat.
[x] people think you are way too skinny.
total: 4

ADHD (attention deficit/hyperactivity disorder)

[x] you are hyper most of the time.
[] you barely pay attention to anything.
[] you cannot cooperate with people well.
[x] you seem to never sit still.
[x] you talk all the time.
[ ] you need attention 24/7.
total: 3

Bipolar Disorder

[x] you can act wild at times then the next you are severely depressed.
[x] you are very irritable.
[x] you barely get any or no sleep.
[x] you are anti-social.
[x] you have very high self esteem at times.
[ ] you are abusing alcohol, drugs, or sex.
[x] you have thought of/attempted suicide. (Who doesn't?)
total: 6

Bulimia Nervosa

[ ] you throw up all of your food
[ ] you throw it up even when you don't feel sick.
[ ] you have no control over how you eat.
[ ] you use laxatives.
[ ] you eat fast.
[ ] you have overly exercised to where you almost fainted/passed out.
[x] you always say you are fat, when you aren't.
[x] people think you are way too skinny.
total: 2

Conduct Disorder

[ ] you are a bully.
[x] you threaten other people.
[ ] you often find yourself in fights.
[ ] you have used a weapon that could cause injury to others
[ ] you are cruel to humans and/or animals.
[ ] you have raped/molested someone.
[ ] you destroy property on purpose.
[ ] you always lie. (Leaning towards often, rather than always.)
[ ] you stay out all night.
[ ] you have ran away from home.
total: 1

Depression

[ ] you are always sad.
[ ] you always are crying.
[ ] you find no hope in your future.
[ ] you no longer find excitement in the activities you used to love.
[x] you always find yourself around the house or in bed all day.
[x] you can be/are anti-social.
[ ] everything bad that happens is always your fault.
total: 2

OCD (obsessive compulsive disorder)

[x] you have disturbing thoughts or thoughts you hate.
[x] you have to do a certain thing until it feels right.
[x] you have to keep things in a certain order.
[ ] you have harmed yourself.
[x] you are afraid you will get a std, aids, or any kind of germs.
[x] you have to check some stuff over again.
total: 5

Schizophrenia

[x] you often have hallucinations (seeing things or hearing things that aren't there.)
[x] you can be confused about reality and fantasy.
[ ] you think people are always staring or talking about you.
[x  you have extreme anxiety or fearfulness.
[ ] you have difficulty with relationships with family, friends, and opposite sex.
[ ] you do not take care of your hygiene like you should.
[ ] you are very shy.
[x] you often talk to yourself.
total: 4

HOMIGOD.

MONSTERS INC. IS ON THE DISNEY CHANNEL.

I didn't even realize how much I missed  the old Disney till now. ;__; Brings back memories.

("No! That's my bed! You'll get your germs all over it! ...Fine.")

To Do list:

40 Julius Caesar questions, due Friday  20 left.

vocab for all five acts, due Friday

two plus page essay for Caesar, due Friday

"journal entries" for all five acts, due Friday

"introduction activities" for all five acts, due Friday

chemistry lab report, due tomorrow

study for the history test on Friday


Why am I on the computer instead of doing all this, you ask? I DON'T KNOW. MY BRAIN HURTS.

So I'm here in SAVANNAH! WOO! Which is an awesome city. I want to live here.

But All State itself... kinda sucks. Probably just because I'm fourth chair instead of first. Still, district honor is much better.

Dear god, rescue me. I'm addicted... to a Panic! At the Disco song. "Nine in the Afternoon," if you must know that sort of thing.

Forgiveness is too great a gift to ask for one such as myself.

Icon for mayochan .

Quiz time! Haven't done this in a while.

For the lovely mayochan. I'll make another one later.

Dude. I'm still hugely puffy, so Mumsie let me stay home today. It's really, really weird. I feel really guilty, actually. Like I should stop being vain and go back.

On second thought, no way. I look too funny. But I still feel bad.

I've spent the last three hours doing my research paper, though. I'm so proud. Only a few more paragraphs to go and I'm done!